Mentally Exhausted: Totally Becoming a Thing

Ohhh, and to add to my other lovely life issues…..bring on the sleep deprivation! Ughhh, I don’t wish this on my worst enemy. It’s really a struggle to stay productive, but I must keep going!

Life won’t always be this crazy, so for right now I’m embracing the craziness…but caffiene is also being consumed a lot! Hahaha, and honestly some days it’s really a no win situation…. I am give out, and completely mentally exhausted!

Idiopathic Hypersomnia

This….. this is my most current demon that I’m battling! So far, it’s winning too.

****I am NO doctor, and my next few statements are NO substitute to a real doctors diagnosis/orders. Please consult your physician if you’re concerned about your own sleeping habits!!****

Basically it means I’m exhausted constantly, and can go to sleep at any given moment. It’s very similar to narcolepsy, and it’s because I don’t sleep deep enough when I am sleeping. Deep sleep is when your body restores and resets itself for a new day. This is what causes my excessive daytime sleepiness (EDS). I literally am so tired all day long, but when it’s bedtime. My mind and body literally won’t allow me to get sleep!

Really Zombified

I’m so tired, it’s draining to get only 3 hours of sleep in a night yet still expecting myself to function like normal….

So I did a thing, and used today as a rest day! I so totally did nothing today, except take care of my boys. But that’s almost finished up for now, and I’m about to hit the hay. Really early tonight!! Lol

So, tonight. I’m leaving you with this quote!

The night is the hardest time to be alive and 4am knows all my secrets.

Poppy Z. Brite

Good night y’all.